Thanks for stickin by...

My unstable, irregular troubled emotions seem to have subsided and stabalised after last Thurs...

...thanks to my dear gal friend who accompanied me the whole day...

...the chat I had with my lecturer...

... the dinner cooked by my dear friend...

... friend's bf and exuni mate visit with lemon cheese cake...

...Thank you...
It made a difference
Knowing you guys would be there
and still be there...

It'll be over soon...
then all I need to do is... REST...
Wanna take a break from everything...

I still do have some questions in my mind.

Why is it that I am not as strong as the others?
Why do I need people around me to be there - physically & support me? to feel better.
Why do I constantly have people worrying about me?
Am I really that weak?

However,

I am blessed

I do feel bad sometimes...
I hope I can do the same for them.. as they have for me...
Often times, I feel as if I fail in doing so.
Am not as good at it as they are.
Yet they are patient and they cont to stick by me.

Thank you.