Hatez de Flu Bug~

Timeline: Monday (8th Sept) - present (18th Sept)
Duration: 10 days
Diagnosed: Flu virus
Symptoms: Congested nose, phlegm, dry throat, chesty cough, wheeze, body aches, legs muscle strain/cramp, red-purplish blotches on the thighs, stomach discomfort, nausea, dizziness, headache, lost of appetite, dry skin.
Results: Lost of 2-3kgs.

Lizzie's thoughts:

• How long more :(
• I miss home... mum, dad, bro... my bed... hot weather + air-con..
  
• No appetite but I miss home food
  
• Pls pls pls don't vomit. Stay still...
  
• Persevere on. Will get well soon!!!
  
• Lizzie wants hugs...
• Wanna cry T.T
• Hatez being sick
• Worries about studies, assignments, projects & meetings *missed 2 meetings & classes so far* >.<
  
• Worries about work *missed 2half days of work already* >.<
• Monthly cycle, why do you have to come early 'n now?!
• Dizzy, headache = Need to lie down & sleep.
  
• Sometimes scared of resting/sleeping because she'll feel like crap when she wakes up or feels uncomfortable when she sleeps.
• Gives a weak smile
• *looks herself at the mirror* O_O >.< O_O what happened to my face le? super dry skin & pimply.
  
• Arghh! Long hair irritating! Gets entangled so easily. Not ideal when u're sick. Wanna cuttttt soon!~

Thank you dear friends,
who have checked on how I was/am doing...
who brought food to my doorstep...
who cooked for me...
who brought me to the pharmacy...
who bought groceries for me...
who accompanied me...
who prayed for me...
who advised me on what I should do...
who calmed me down when I panicked about my symptoms...


In the midst of feeling crappy throughout the whole week...

A could almost hear that tiny voice...
"It'll be all over soon... I promise you"
and I could almost feel a His hands over me... giving me a *hug*

- that was all I needed to hear, feel & longed for -

That was when I realized, though I haven't been seeking Him much throughout the week...
Through my ramblings...
through my sufferings...
through my sickness...

He was there... He is still there...

then a thought...

He does know what I'm going through. He knows how I feel. He feels it too.

He is not One that is separated from us. He knows and understands.

"It is You isn't it?... thank You..."