This I promise you...

It's as if I've been chopped into pieces and glue won't be strong enough to put me together again.
It's as if, I've been in a washing machine, tossed and turned inside... crippled & wrinkled like after-washed-clothes.
It's as if I've been pushed into a slimy pit a million times... bruised from all the falls I had.
It's as if I've been in coma for few weeks, months and never to be woken up again.
It's as if I've been pierced thru' by swords and daggers so many times.. that I can't feel anymore stabs that comes my way again.
It's as if I've drowned in my own tears... and have no energy to float above it any longer.
It's as if I've crashed a few times... in the same accidents..
It's as if I've been lost in the wilderness and not to be found.

But you know what... this I promise you...
I'll be strong... I'll stand up again... I'll lift my head up to the One who is above all these things... I'll find my confidence in living again... and I'll search for the faith, passion and love that once I've experience. I may crash and burn, but I'll keep pressing on towards the goal, the One that is eternal and knows my destiny, my purpose, my name...

I will.. NOT give up!

As much as I would love to do this myself... I think I need some help here... LOL! :)