Well, I've gotten like 90-95% of my things already for the trip.
I've packed up about 65% of my stuff into the bag, including some clothes that I know I won't need for now - winter clothings & long sleeves.
It's scary to see the amount of things I am bringing -_- I don't know whether I can fit all in...
I'll be carrying like 2 medium size bag, 1 cabin size bag & bag pack with me.
I have decided not to bring my guitar along (although it was bought purposely for the trip. Sad!)
I am wondering how the heck am I gonna fit my shoes into the bags now.
I still have certain books and stationaries to pack in.
Clothes bag no prob & I don't bring lotsa make-up stuff or accessories (like how often do you actually see me wear them ler, rite?)
Sigh... How do I feel about all this?
There is this small bit of me that is excited. Then again, I won't lie to you that I do feel depressed from time to time. I don't think it's PMS -_-
It's sooo funny when I recieve MSN msgs from like one of my 'di' that says, "DON'T GO LAAA", from time to time. Awwww *hugz* I'm so gonna miss ya all so much!
I'm only gonna be there for a year. No BIG deal, rite? :( If it isn't a big deal, why am I feeling so depressed? SHUCKS!!!! Get over it, gal!!!
Many people told me that it'll be an adventure. I get advises like "Just go and enjoy yourself there. It's one hell of an experience. You'll do alright there (though I don't really know how to cook yet)". However, leaving behind people & things kinda sucks. I guess this is what they meant by "getting out of your comfort zone".
So, am I ready? Nope. Do I wanna leave? Yea, part of me really wants to leave. To leave my past here and start anew... a new beginning there as I have so many things I can learn there, gain new perspective about life, and hope that life would be better as I fix my eyes on Him, look forward & press on. However, I don't think I can ever forget what I left here...
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Am I Ready?
Posted by starlightliz at 2:14 am
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3 comments:
roll up ur bajues (pants,shirts,baby t, undies and etc etc) so that u jimat alot of space. then put ur bag on the weighing machine to see what is the weight like..that is what i did last time when i was in aussie/china for holiday...as for shoes, dont need to bring so many la....
aussie got good guitar mar..called maton :P but beware of the price...but worth buying...i heard u can get maton from 2nd hand shops too...
1yr is fast la..dotn worry.u close eyes then eh finish adi :P and ur back..
where r u going and when? hehe
will miss ya!! and ur DVDs lol:D
o ya can link me? tq~!
When are you leaving? One year is very short, just when you start to enjoy yourself or get used to the life there, it is time to pack up to leave.
Anyway, I believe, you will have a very memorable and rich experience there. You have relatives in Aust right? Nita(if you remember who she is) is in Aust too (Sydney).
Where is your bro? In NS?
Am sure your parents will miss you a lot. Good Luck and looking fwd to read more about your adventures there.
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