"Set Me Free" by Casting Crown

It hasn't always been this way
I remember brighter days
Before the dark ones came
Stole my mind
Wrapped my soul in chains

Now I live among the dead
Fighting voices in my head
Hoping someone hears me crying in the night
And carries me away

Chorus:
Set me free of the chains holding me
Is anybody out there hearing me?
Set me free

Morning breaks another day
Finds me crying in the rain
All alone with my demons I am
Who is this man that comes my way?
The dark ones shriek
They scream His name
Is this the One they say will set the captives free?
Jesus, rescue me

Chorus

As the God man passes by
He looks straight through my eyes
The darkness cannot hide

Do you want to be free?
Lift your chains
I hold the key
All Power on Heaven and earth belong to me
(Repeat)

You are free
You are free
You are free

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Am going through some rough patches... it has been crazy... it was all good until a friend realized and told me that there was something about me that wasn't right.. something about the way I shared my life.. and so, I searched through.. what could be? I'm happy, it has all been well.. But soon I wonder whether was it reality or did I create an illusion for myself that everythin was alright? Then, things got worst, thoughts and emotions bugging and torturing my soul... Lord, when will the time come for me to just let it all go and be in peace from all these? Why can't I just express it out like normal people do?

Sigh... when will the time for me to be able to abandon everything at His feet.. Worried over lil things and seem which seem to be turned into something huge, because I couldn't voice out how I really felt? Worst, sometimes I can't remember what was bothering me, 'cuz I usually just shrug it aside. My life is not only affected but the people who cares and loves me as well are affected. Why the inadequacy when I can hang unto You adequacy & Your confidence.

You have been ever so faithful to me and the people who was hurt by me. I just pray that.. You'll give me courage.. Courage to face all these and to overcome all these with You, as well as listening to what You have to say.. Faith to know that You are there for me, and You will help me through and that it is possible to break through it... Wisdom & discernment to decide and make choices which are favourable in Your eyes... Patience to wait on You.. because it is so so so hard to ever do that..

Help me to still praise Your Name, despite of all these.